Not a lot going on that I can show but some behind-the-scenes stuff. Thankfully I have good friends who when I get in a funk either write or call and as Saturday wore on and I found myself sinking deeper in the despair of my own making. It was a perfectly timed message from a friend to go to a concert. I did not want to go because of my low mood and did not want to bring them down, plus I did not know the group very well but after encouragement I did. Annika had gotten some tickets for GES which is made up of 3 men who have written and produced their own music. It was a fun concert and it certainly helped me climb out of my funk a bit.

Annika sat on the floor level and Moa and I had seats up at the top but we had fun talking on the way up and back down as it was an hour away by car. I drove up and Annika drove us home. I only recognized a few songs but it was fun to watch everyone else having fun. I am glad I accepted the invitation. I felt a bit better and as each day has progressed I am a little better. Still very tired but feel more capable of doing life.

Today I dreamed Sheila and a whole bunch of kids came to visit. I was so excited and though it was stressful I was so glad. Rebecca was there as well but just in passing and I remember waking up so happy and then being disappointed it wasn’t real, but it was a good dream. I do miss them and would love them to come to visit. Being away from it all makes me see things differently and reflect on how things have been and the opportunity I have to do things differently now to build our relationship.

This week I managed to figure out how to send myself money through a PayPal app linked to my account. I was able to transfer without any cost from my US account to my Swedish account! This was exhilarating to me because it now means I no longer have to ask my ex-husband to help do this for me. I will also be picking up my new glasses today. It will be very nice to have sharper vision.

Fall is definitely on and the leaves are changing and falling. It seems to be taking its sweet time but maybe this is what I will get to see. The nights are cooler and for this I am thankful. I enjoy cooler weather. I have also not been doing much work, other than my BodyPump class which is always fun. I have been missing some of my regulars so I hope they come back soon.

Halloween is soon upon us and the gym I work for is having some events. It is not a big thing here but starting to be more and more so I thought I would include this fun little idea of some Halloween snacks. Also ran into my old landlord yesterday at the gym and he finally has sold his apartment. Looks like I could have stayed the whole year but this may turn out to be exactly where I needed to be.