I am in a bit of a panic as the move is coming ever near. Today I woke up more anxious than ever. Things have been swirling around in my head.
Worying about what could happen, all the things which could go wrong and how it will actually be. Dan says this one of the reasons he wants a divorce. He says I am a talker and not a doer. I absolutely do talk ALOT. Anyone who knows me knows that. I have to see all the angles and perspectives. I need to analyze and see if is actually something I want to do. I also need to investigate and feel myself there. Oftentimes I discover it is not something I want.
I also have found myself making a decision and getting tunnel vision. Digging in my heals and not being able to let it go and doing whatever it takes, come hell or high water.
Now as the trip is on the horizon, I am freaking out about my decision and all the things which still need to be done. My stomach is a virtual knot and I am discovering who I can and can not trust. So many things going on and I am working at taking one step at a time.
That being said I found out this week the apartment I had originally rented is not available until Dec 1st. They did offer me another apartment in Limhamn, a suburb of Malmö. They are letting me have it for a cleaning fee, so the price is right! I am not able to settle as I wanted just yet but soon.
This apartment has a different layout. Long and skinny and only a single bed which is great for me! My friend Susanne is coming to stay the first few days so it may interesting with all my suitcases but it will work out.
I have a migraine today too. Unfortunately the type of Chiropractic I get here is not available there. Have to find new ways of coping. Too bad I can’t afford to fly my doctor over whenever I need him or even every few months. I am sure Dr. Atkins wouldn’t mind too much, his family is Danish.
These are photos they sent of my temporary place. I have a cute little balcony which is nice. It was also suggested I get everything I need for that time in one bag and keep the other bag closed. Great idea! I hope I can be that organized. Maybe I will love it and wish I could stay.
Lots of things yet to do. I will hopefully post again just before leaving and then after I arrive. Hope I can get calm and carry on!
Take 2 of Life 
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